Saturday, March 8, 2008

completely ridiculous cycle of the same

im disgusted with my constant performance.


striking out when up to bat.


and ive done it again i believe.




i dont really understand what's going on. all i know is that the things you said last night aren't irrelevant. not to me. just saying some of those things you said to me was not fantastic. i already have enough insecurities as it is.

and now im just in an overload. im not sure what to think. or do. or say.


you are the one constant great thing i have. sort of what's holding this all together.


i had a great great time tonight. the concert was a lot of fun.

it sort of felt like an escape.


id like to do that more often.


you make me feel amazing.
it's almost euphoric.
because with you i am able to really just be myself.
and let go.
and dance like an idiot with my friends.
im able to really forget everything.
and be alive.

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