frustration

i am so completely worn out.

i have let myself become so infatuated with you that i let the smallest thing you do just effect me.

this probably wasn't smart.
my body just gets so frustrated. and my mind cant take it.

i just keep telling my mind to calm down. just calm down.

i can't calm down. and i want to so badly.

you always talk about how you wish you had a better body, and nicer stomach.
i just want a new mind. one that isnt so defective.


you make me incredibly happy and i dont think i convey that enough. or at all. anymore.




at one moment i feel like i can take over the world, and the next i feel like im carrying the world on my back.



im really quite lonely.