It's always the same cycle. So lets say I start off fairly sane. I live that way for a while. And then it creeps in. First the depression; the low times. the sad times. the lonely times. In the beginning it will last for a day or two. And then I get hyper. I get happy. I feel invincible and powerful. Again these feelings last for a few days. And then things speed up. It's a day of this and a day of that. One day I'm happy and the next day I'm the exact opposite. As the days go on, the feelings only intensify. As the days go on, I get more and more distraught on the sad days, and more and more exuberant and almost delirious on the good days. And then it always gets to the point where the moods are so elevated that they come and go multiple times per day. Almost like flickers of emotion. My body and mind get so completely worn out that I can barely function.
It's like clock work.
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